Today was wonderful, awful, and beautiful.
Wonderful; I picked up my violin again. It may be missing a string, but it is still beautiful. I can't wait to rekindle this relationship.
Awful; I realized I cannot control certain things, and that I sometimes have to put up with crazy emotions (my heart is too big, and too sensitive sometimes...)
Beautiful; There is hope. Today is over. It was just one day. An important day, to play the violin again, and to grab some perspective, but also just a day.
I wonder what tomorrow will bring...